When Ken Johnston first started writing songs in his early twenties, the music came easily as he had played guitar for a few years and had recently started improvising on the piano. What did not come as easily at first were the lyrics. Luckily for him, he had a new friend at the time, Patti Bruckmann, who was an excellent writer and had agreed to let him put music to some of her poems. Two of these early songs, Life In Dreams, and The Outsider were recorded for kjband’s first album, All I Want.
One day, many years later, Ken got to thinking that there were other very good Johnston/Bruckmann songs that were worthy of recording. So that was when this album was conceived, which has become kjband’s 13th album, called J/B.
The songs – Life In Dreams and The Outsider – were re-recorded adding horn charts, and the best 8 other Johnston/Bruckmann songs were tapped to comprise this album.
The horn charts were written by Chris Rinaman from Shiny Nickel Music who has written charts for kjband and played trombone over the years. These charts are particularly melodic and creative.
The album features well-regarded New Jersey trumpet player Tony Perruso who has played with Southside Johnny and Bon Jovi.
This album marks the debut of an excellent new saxophone player for kjband, Frank Elmo. The rest of the top notch musicians from the last kjband record returned – Peter McCulloch on vocals, Chris Delis on guitar, Gary Georgett on keyboards, Ken Adessa on drums/percussion, Marco Vitali on violin, Ian Stewart on bass, and of course Ken Johnston on piano.
Recording of the album started in 2023 and was completed in the autumn of 2024. It was mastered by two-time Grammy nominated mastering artist Kim Rosen of Knack Mastering. It is available to stream on Spotify, Itunes, YouTube and other streaming services.
Songs on Album
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Fairy Tales and Nursery Rhymes
Johnston/Bruckmann
I’m due for some crazy times
Fairy tales and nursery rhymes
Life can’t hold me back too long
Time to sing a happy song
Friends are here to join the fun
Time to sit beneath the sun
Sounds of laughter in the air
Joys of spring will soon be here
Time brings changes
New life has begun
Turn the pages
Of the sad songs sung – the sad songs sung
Ready for a brand new day
Love is here to change my ways
On the road to better times
Fairy tales and nursery rhymes
Life in Dreams
Johnston/Bruckmann
Though I live my life in dreams
I strive for them with strength and schemes
It’s not as silly as it seems
I face my life with confidence
I believe I’m finding a peace of mind
I hope one day it will all make sense
And the world I once knew is left behind
Learning tricks of the trade
Dreams of freedom in the shade
Inabilities start to fade
I keep in mind the practicalities
As to whether or not my dreams come true
I believe true wisdom is hard to see
And the gift of insight is given to few
I haven’t any other choice
From within I hear a voice
Calling me with a strange force
Never can there be perfection
Due to life’s chain of body to spirit
Purpose in life is found through reflection
Open your heart and you will hear it
Suspended Animation
Johnston/Bruckmann
Knowing the debt of reaching for a star
Venturing paths of life I travel far
Still believing it’ll be my reality
Something inside me says I have great destiny
Without warning the advancing will pause
Not understanding but hoping there’s cause
I’d prefer to deal with common apprehension
Than feel like someone who’s in suspension
Suspended animation, when will the living begin?
Suspended animation, how do I fit in?
Making the motions as to just get by
While much energy within me lies
Sadness surrounds me with an eerie shading
I wish it would cease for my confidence is fading
Suspended animation, why does it take so long?
Suspended animation, where did I go wrong?
Dream On
Johnston/Bruckmann
I dream of the day when you lay next to me
And I find shelter in the warmth of your arms
I forget days when I used to be free
For I’m filled with your love and your charms
Dream on, dream on for the day
Dream on, and love will come your way
Dream on, leave your cares behind
And one day your love will reach out to find you
Bring me fresh flowers of love for my table
And I’ll tell you all the things that I see
Come into my heart as soon as you’re able
A dreamer is waiting for what is to be
Dream on, dream on for the day
Dream on, and love will come your way
Dream on, leave your cares behind
And one day your love will reach out to find you
I Live in Exalbion
Johnston/Bruckmann
I live in Exalbion with trees of lazy blue
Near the town of Avalon, we sit and wait for you
A paradise as none before, with lazy purple haze
But we can wait no more, for this too is just a phase
I must return now, to those trees of lazy blue
And they to their Avalon, our lives we will pursue
A chance to see the other side again you’ve let pass by
From yourself you seem to hide and never wonder why
One day from Exalbion again I’ll seek your soul
And bring you to Avalon, where at last a life is whole
Seek for the open mind, seek for the open door
What it is that you will find is what I am here for
The Pied Piper
Johnston/Bruckmann
People standing around the wall
They hear the pied piper playin’
Inner secrets surround them all
Dreams unfilled keep them from strayin’
The other side provides their goal
Life’s ingredient to survive
Where hidden forces find a role
Waking them to become alive
Inner strength some keep denying
Others fail for lack of hope
Defeated others walk away crying
The saddest curse those who cope
But some just keep going on
With an unexplainable will
When all determination is gone
They’ll continue on even still
Love of Convenience
Johnston/Bruckmann
Forget those silly thoughts of ties
Bring on your convenient lies
In your game you know all the rules
Leave real love for those other fools
Love of convenience, right from the heart
Love of convenience, when bored you will part
You ignore my truth of love-lost fears
For your future waits until you appear
It hurts to see what you really are
As you reach for a pretend star
Love of convenience, ’til love do us part
Love of convenience, no need to start
Where is the Love
Johnston/Bruckmann
Where is the love from yesterday?
I thought it was a strong one
Now all of our dreams will fade away
A perfect romance is done
Surprised when told the facts
I wished I had seen it coming
On my face tears made their tracks
My head was filled by a loud humming
Love has turned from joy to pain
You were my reason for living
Not much of me remains
My very soul I was giving
The Outsider
Johnston/Bruckmann
What is meant by truth?
Are you ever free?
Dreams that fade in light
Do you really see?
You are the hollow people
Living but not living
The caring empty ones
Giving but not giving
I am the outsider
I am the hero
The one person able to see
I am the outsider
I am all alone
The one person who is free
I am on the outside
Looking in on you
An honest observer
I see all the way through
I changed the way I see
A life I will not find
So it doesn’t matter
If you think I’ve lost my mind
Carousel
Johnston/Bruckmann
I sat down to write a song
Not too short and not too long
Then I started thinking of you
How you’ve changed my point of view
You picked me up and put me down
In a silly way I’ve found
You’ve made love a crazy thing
Sometimes I’m sad and sometimes I swing
I’m riding on a merry-go-round
Sometimes I’m up and now I’m down
I don’t want to stop let’s keep on going
Don’t want to stop let’s go